Manifestations Of Youth.

I need a walk to clear the cluster in my head. I thought i have sort out the path but i never truly believe in myself.
Spalling concrete only reveal my low immunity to external factors.
Everything basically collapsed and people were hurt by the rubbles
I am looking forward to the future when i have no need to access this blog anymore.

I traded for what i want now for what i want in future.

Confucius say 不遷怒不貳過. While Zig Ziglar say otherwise.

Either way, it is a done trade and i have to live with it.

I am still working at 2am now so all these will come into fulfillment.
Three JP trips is overwhelming in a year period though. Time to keep track of the Yen.

July 2010- Shanghai (Confirmed)
August 2010 - One month Reservist (Confirmed)
Sept 2010 - Kobe & Osaka
Dec/Jan - Bangkok
March 2011 - Hokkaido
June 2011 - Tokyo (Confirmed)

I always felt that i have underachieved in life.
Today i felt like i have both underachieved and old.
Decreasing timeline, increasing difficulty of life goals enlarged the feeling of self loath.
Need to go back to basic - focused hard work. Now that always make a man feel satisfied.

Decision, direction, control make me a happy man…

I recall a story~

Life is like a flowing river.
If you stop your swim upstream and try to remain afloat in a river, the water will swept you out to the sea.
And the longer you stay in the river, the more difficult it will be to complete it.
The cold water will take simply your strength away.

Sabbatical for a year and find myself three years back.
The team turns into monkeys now and i miss out on that little room of my own.

Changes must start from a micro level. Then i can come back and fish those monkeys out from that cold river.

I simply dun understand how this blog is related to all this incoming links.

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* Sonia Sotomayor: A Coup for Diversity and Our Nation

Well, it’s not important anyway. Me is just flabbergasted.

I notice women age too fast once they hit 28 years of age.
All the products cannot hinder me from noticing the effect of age.
And as they age, the single ones turn all funny and defensive.
And at my age, too many of my peers are becoming too funny.
It is becoming a hassle avoiding these land mines.
Seem like women’s maturity is much aka a diminishing law of return.
And they dun really get much wiser once past 30.
When i was much younger, i found myself attracted to people older than myself.
Now these people seem to be young in age.
I think my mum and peers are glad now that younger women appeals to me more than older women.
SO ALL MY FRIENDS ~ STOP SAYING I LIKE LAO CHAI( with the exception of my Beer Googgles)

I always appreciate how Chinese can narrate wisdom within a few sentences. Read this today..

20歲靠體力賺錢,
30歲靠經驗賺錢,
40歲靠人脈賺錢。

Jin Wise..
And best of all, Chinese books cost less than 8 bucks compared to 30bucks for western gurus titles.

Recitals can get lonely at times without post performance discussion.
And Li Yundi is so coming to perform with SSO for Tchaikovsky soon.
Now when will someone come along and stage Piano concerto 2 in C minor.