Some fond memories
There was only one woman who really f**ked me up down left right center.
Recently i have a appointment near her place. It took quite a bit of determination not to go over and take a glance at her window or even check if the family car still around.
While clearing up my junk mail, i came across our old email back then. Realized some aspect of me really did not changed over the years, like how i still hide in my cave when i encounter knotty issues.
We should really ought to read Dr John Gray’s works last time. Such an typical example of man from mars i was and vice versa for her. Then maybe we will not get so emotional last time until we resort to emailing to convey messages which result in further disputes.
Below is extract of her fierce mail;
I will only put things to an end if it is eating into me. I will not give a second thought about it if it is getting nowhere. Silence is golden, but too much silence is FATAL. It can simply murder all the things that has been built over whatever period of time. If you think that you prefer to keep things to yourself and hide in your own comfort zone without looking around at those who are there caring for, YOU ARE REALLY BEING TOO SELFISH. If that is the case, don’t even leave your door ajar, coz the other party is only authorized to gain access to part of your world (to make things worst, perhaps only a quarter access to it).
I really should learn from this precedent.
its 3am… u still awake..shd be playin mj lor
Comment by JesuaFreaK — May 27, 2007 @ 5:53 am
yes, you should learn from this.
Comment by sin — May 27, 2007 @ 8:04 pm
Yeah man… Deja vu…. It is definitely not painful enough the first time round…
Comment by young — May 28, 2007 @ 5:04 pm
tat can’t be ur ex lar. her england so good how she can tolerant ur england. =p
Comment by darkelfin — May 31, 2007 @ 10:04 am
sorry, i meant tolerate. see la, influence by u. =p
Comment by darkelfin — May 31, 2007 @ 10:05 am
wa lao… retrieve from JUNK mail… can see how important it is…
Comment by no2 — May 31, 2007 @ 3:36 pm
One dun change, dun expect things to change.
Your standard of english eroded not my problem leh..
Not exactly junk mail, i got a folder for all these.
Comment by young — June 1, 2007 @ 5:04 pm
got keep a folder of my fan mails to you anot?
Comment by golden concubine — June 2, 2007 @ 12:25 am
You mean all those raunchy shower room pictures of yourself…
Of cos, one day when you turn famous, it will increase in value…
Comment by young — June 2, 2007 @ 4:21 pm
wah! her england really good. how come you never learn from her?
one can learn from experience only if one firmly believes that the learning from the experience allows one to be a better person or provides a better life.
Comment by anal-ymous — June 4, 2007 @ 11:08 am
oh. and i thought Dr Jean Gray’s works is a better read?!
Comment by anal-ymous — June 4, 2007 @ 11:10 am
no need to wait for me to be famous la.
paper value has appreciated. hee
Comment by golden concubine — June 4, 2007 @ 3:18 pm
Who did the valuation wor…
Anal>>> You reminded me that she actually did offer to tutor my angmo back then…hahaha… situation deteriorated before i got my lessons though.
Comment by young — June 5, 2007 @ 1:08 am