2008
First half of the year was filled with much positive developments.
I hit a career high and travel a fair bit. I got complacent and let everything slip in the second half.
Second half was so lacking of focus and come to look back, i was such an idiot.
Complacency is a really big monster.
Disregard law of attractions, hard work, focus, positive enhancement, control of emotions, and self sacrifice.
It is much like ELP Xmas chart, leading with 12points and to lose it all in the end not even making european playoff.
And golf will tell us that it not how high you leading the table but how long you stand up in the table.
I could have end the year on a much higher high.
Awareness and better change is the learning message.
