I was too adamant when it comes to the issue.
And i did not persevere where it counts most.
Seriously need to purchase a strong jab of wisdom and change the course.
Deja vecu nearly pressing on the doorbell. totally undesirable.

I am incorrigible.
Blame my sun sign trait for that.
I tip the cabby like i did in NYC, not a lot but uncommon here.
A childless man who suffered from cancer himself, taking care of a wife who is suffering from schizophrenia, depression and possibly womb tumor. A man who suffer the abuse of his own family members and hooligan brothers in-law because he never share his burden non that they will be able to help in matter of money as well. A man whom family allowance to his wife got diverted to her undergraduate children from her previous marriage. A man who rely on loansharks for medical treatment as there was no other measures. A man who eat only rice with gravy and water since he had already lose all sense of taste from chemotherapy. A man who simply hope he will survive his wife as there will be noone else to take care of her. A man who lament that he can only hope to live by the hours as tomorrow seem too far away for him. A man whose listening ear might only be the faceless passengers he pick up from all walks of life.
It makes one think what should be the proper focus, value of lost time wasted on senseless pleasures, and one’s purpose.

The stress level is much higher than coping with a tearing woman.
The play have shifted just like Moonlight sonata mvt 1 jumping to mvt3.
I can feel frequency of soul wave getting in snyc with flight of the bumble bee.
Argghh.. i wanna reach for the bottle at 1819..
Someone shared a long time ago that one will not given more than one can manage.
Recently in a bid to do more got me fallen into the trap of more haste less speed.
I gain a few more yet lost a few more recently.It turned out to be zero sum game after all.
Will have to focus on improving the management before i can see myself in the positive range.
Strange but true how some principle laws in life turn out to be true.
Learn my lesson the hard way once again.

I grow sick of what i saw…
Yet i am also part of that rotting sickness…
The more everyone try to be detached, the worse the sickness is spreading…

The negative emotions emitted during a recent conversation also got me pondering as well. And it kinda attract negative events as well which is utterly disruptive at this point on morale and will.
Have to block out all noises and focus the will needed to cross this lap of the race.
Before i permit myself to indulge on reflective thinking about what next. There are many matters which i have put off making decisions which have came back to bug me seriously
Weary times it have became and it might be ripe to install a pillar of courage and strength.
Okay the below lines need extensive practicing to do it with a cheeky yet sincere face.
1. boy:我可以向你问路吗?
girl:到哪里?
boy:到你心里.
2.boy:你的腿一定很累吧?!
girl:为什么?
boy:因为你在我的脑海里跑了一整天
3.boy:(看着她的衬衫标签)
girl:你在干嘛?
boy:哦,我想知道你是不是天堂制造的.
4.boy:我今天很不顺利,看见漂亮女生会让我心情好一点,
你可以为我笑一下吗?
5.boy:很抱歉,我是艺术家,凝视美女是我的工作.
6.boy:可以借我你的手机用一下吗?
girl:干嘛?
boy:我要打电话给我妈告诉她我看到了一个绝世大美女,她的儿媳妇有着落了.
7.boy:今天的雨真大.
girl:是啊
boy:那是因为老天对着你流口水呢.
8.boy:相信我,我会让你成为世界上第二幸福的人.
girl:为什么不是第一呢?:(
boy:有了你…我就是世界上最幸福的人啊:-)
While in the heat of following US presidential campiagn, came across this video.
Wonderful stuff that simply make your blood boiling - Charismatics stuff that give viewers hope.
In stark contrast with the local scene, where it is fight with accusations and blame pointing.
It was a creed written into the founding documents that declared the destiny of a nation.
Yes we can.
It was whispered by slaves and abolitionists as they blazed a trail toward freedom.
Yes we can.
It was sung by immigrants as they struck out from distant shores and pioneers who pushed westward against an unforgiving wilderness.
Yes we can.
It was the call of workers who organized; women who reached for the ballot; a President who chose the moon as our new frontier; and a King who took us to the mountain-top and pointed the way to the Promised Land.
Yes we can to justice and equality.
Yes we can to opportunity and prosperity.
Yes we can heal this nation.
Yes we can repair this world.
Yes we can. (Si Se Puede!)
We know the battle ahead will be long, but always remember that no matter what obstacles stand in our way, nothing can stand in the way of the power of millions of voices calling for change.
We want change!
We have been told we cannot do this by a chorus of cynics who will only grow louder and more dissonant. We’ve been asked to pause for a reality check. We’ve been warned against offering the people of this nation false hope. But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about hope.
We want change! I want change!
The hopes of the little girl who goes to a crumbling school in Dillon are the same as the dreams of the boy who learns on the streets of LA; we will remember that there is something happening in America; that we are not as divided as our politics suggests; that we are one people; we are one nation; and together, we will begin the next great chapter in America’s story with three words that will ring from coast to coast; from sea to shining sea.
Yes. We. Can.

I happen to read Secrets of the Millionaire Mind last year and went on to attend the author’s three days training late last year when he was in Asia. Inside the book it was mentioned that there are seventeen ways in which the financial blueprints of the rich differ from those of the poor and the middle-class. While it was easy to read and understand the rules, but to experience and apply it was a totally different sensation. Recently the below five rules of the blueprint was constantly being played out in front of me.
2. Rich people play the money game to win. Poor people play the money game to not lose.
3. Rich people are committed to being rich. Poor people want to be rich.
5. Rich people focus on opportunities. Poor people focus on obstacles.
13. Rich people focus on their net worth. Poor people focus on their working income.
16. Rich people act in spite of fear. Poor people let fear stop them.
The Pareto principle alway applies i guess
